2008 musings

its been nice until now. only months back, i thought uncertainity will kill me. then everything had turned out well suddenly. now i am married, looking at 2008 with hope and renewed thoughts. At work, its a mixed feeling. sometimes it feels great that i am managing both home and work well. sometimes i am really not satisfied with the way i work. ``Damn it'', i shout at myself. i decide to resign every night (most nights) and get ok by morning. i understand that its the job that keeps me ok. managing hubbies are equal to managing kids, isn't it? atleast that's what my two months are all about. i am well prepared to be a mother , after playing one for my hubby most of the time. well, its a part of life, i suppose. but do all hubbies come in packages of kids??? it's a sort of negative vibes that capture me attimes. what follows is a desperate attempt to get rid of it. suddenly i am reminded of something that my colleague told me today. to write useful posts in the blog so that he can publish it in the papers. And i was caught thinking, is that blogs are all about? well guys, i intend to keep it personal. too personal. i had quit diary writing some months bak. simply becoz i did nt have a pen. when i finally found one for my diary, i didnt wanted to.... dont know why,, its toooo much personal, i suppose. 2008 musings shall continue, for only the half has been through. there's the rest......